Closing

Tonight is a solemn night. The closing of a very significant chapter in my life. It was a very short but defining chapter. There have been many "ah ha" moments in my life and this is to be marked as one.

I have come to the realization that I may never marry again and I may be okay with that. The thought of never being married again does not scare me like it use to. I suppose after "walking through the valley" in my last marriage and the things I have learned about myself since, being single really no longer scares or saddens me.

I pray that my heart has not just become hardened and that some day, I will be ready and God will be in the center of it.